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莫名奇妙的收到前台信件，心裡大聲的OS了一下「檢查一下收件人好嗎這些東西現在干我屁事」XD 那一整個經驗讓我深深的覺得學藝術的人真的有那麼點討厭，論述永遠停留在泛道德的層面，這個世界憑什麼依循你的方式運作？

我最後一次站在你的身旁，藏起翅膀。

我不是你的天使，也不懂你的天堂。

今天去找劉碧珍拿推薦信，她還是那麼親切，還特別提醒我要告訴她考試的結果。唉，怎麼辦呀，教授妳可不可以不要對我抱有期待，我沒有妳想像的那麼努力Q.Q

其實自己倒是沒有太大所謂，害怕的在意的往往是讓照顧自己看重自己的人失望。

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我現在都不太願意回想教授究竟還對我說了什麼話，書唸的越多越知道自己的不足，就越是清楚自己值幾分別人的重視，那些高估自己的眼神和期許，承受起來之重。

Damien Rice

Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new